ive been a busy B. school to work to work at home to gym to sleep has been my daily formula. im constantly out of the house from 730am to 730pm. by the time i get home, im beat and thats when i start lagging on other shit that needs to be done.
solving procrastinating is my ultimate goal for the upcoming months. yes i do it and i do it often. theres so much shit on my mind that i cant think in a straight line. sept 27th is my supposedly last day of school. unless something is standing in my way, i will be graduating. i will be so happy to have so much more time to focus on what i need to do to reach my goals.
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so i finally got the verdict on my health problems. my mom and i went to the doctor yesterday at 7am to check up on my ear to make sure its worth seeing an ENT (ear, nose, throat) doctor. we went to the doctor right by the pq workshop. there was prolly 10 people aged 85 or older. and there was me and troy, yes, tall ass baller troy who was getting a physical for basketball. my mom sat in with me and the doctor. i found it funny when the doctor asked if i smoked. my mom answered for me no. then the doc asked if i consume alcohol. my mom again answered for me no. i guess she needs to keep my reputation in front of other doctors. they also started talking about my sisters going to UC schools and blah blah. Doctor checked out my ear and said there is fresh blood and referred me to the ENT doctor. luckily my mom is ahead of the game and scheduled me an appointment in the afternoon.
so the ENT doctor did his questioning. then he did his physical check up on my nose and throat before he got to my ear. looks like my nose is crooked and is the cause for my snoring. now i can blame something for my snoring! the only way for solving a crooked nose is through surgery. he kept questioning if i ever broke my nose. i prolly fucked it up playing football in high school, especially when sometimes your inside forehead padding in your helmet slips and hits your nose. i can recall that a few times. but i wonder why my ex never said anything about snoring when i used to sleep at her house everyday. strange.
the doctor said that a high majority of chinese and filipino’s get tumors behind the nose. so since i had a crooked nose for no reason, he decided to check. at this point im like WTF! i better not have a fucking tumor. the next process was crazy. he numbed up my nose and stuck this camera through my nose. dude, that shit went all the way up in my nose where it felt like it hit my eye or something.
next he checked my throat. as you all know, i cant swallow shit. no caplets, no capsules, no gel caps, nada. he stuck his mirror in the back of my throat only to start hearing me gag.
as for my ear, he said i have a ruptured ear drum. he said its not from infection cuz he didnt see any pussing thats associated with it. he said i prolly poked it. as for ruptured ear drums, it could take up to 2 months to heal. that means 2 months of ringing & being deaf.